I guess today’s not the day to concentrate.  I guess today is the day to think about my personal life, and think about my directions.  It’s also the day I feel way too upset to eat a meal, as well as the day where I can drive home looking straight ahead without even realizing I haven’t moved a muscle except for the ones required to drive.  Today may be the day I go running and actually run A LOT, forget about the distance or time I’ve covered running, just listen to music and not think about ANYTHING, or may be something.   Today is ALSO the day when I officially kick people out of my life, people who’ve made me feel like shit and took my heart and tried to bend it in half (no te preocupes no eres tu wei).  And know that I wouldn’t be scared to yell out your mediocre names… Today is the day I can ALSO say that you’ll never get to be where I am.. Its taken work, and you ain’t nothing.  Everything just came down on me Today… Starting with one thing, and leading to another… But today is the day I try to stay strong, I guess I’m used to it.. Today is the day where I welcome anyone who wants to be with/for me, and flip the middle finger, and follow it with my index and say peace out to those who can’t.  Today, leaves are falling off the tree… Changes…